The Holidays
Well, as expected i guess, its getting harder and hared every day.I see the Christmas lights, and the trees up already, and i keep thinking about Christmas. So, how do you deal with it? Every day i find myself tearing up, but i fight them back. Some people keep telling me thats not good, and that i should cry. But, its hard, you know? I dont want my daughter to see me cry, and i hardly ever get time to myself. and when i do, i have other things that need to be done...Well, on another note. I finally started back to work, and im so glad! Its nice to know i'll have an income now. I'll be able to have some cash for the hoildays, and i'll be able to have a special christmas, I hope.Kathleens Birthday is coming up, and it seems like its taking forever! Time flew by when the pregnancy, and now she is going to be 4 years old! BLAH! I already got her her birthday presents, and two of her christmas gifts. I have one of Alex's christmas presents, and now im going to get some clothes for them.Then you know whats next... Santa has to do some shopping! lolWell, hopefully Friday i will be visiting Keaton, so, that will be nice! But, at the same time, in excited and scared. How will i handle it? Honestly, im still scared to let them see me cry. And i dont want to do anything to screw this up. But, they have been so supportive. Well, i guess thats it for the night, i have to work in the morning!
2006-11-25 03:39:25 GMT
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