Angel pt. 2 11-14-06

Angel pt. 2
As soon as i hit post, i knew i had to add something. An explination. At Keatons entrustment Ceremony, i had a song played, and i still dont think people really understood why i played it. I played the song for Keaton, but, it was about his aMoma. She would always tell me it was ok, and she still does. She always let me open up, and speak openly about my fears, and she still does! I dont know how she does it, but she does. she told me she had faith in me, even if i chose to keep Keaton, that i woudl get my life together. and on my first night in the hospital with Keaton, i knew i had picked the perfect song. I remember telling her, that, when i looked at Keaton, i coudlnt remember being pregnant, and i didnt know who that baby wa slaying in the baby-bed. But she held my hand, and told me she knew i remembered, because i took such good care of him. And even after seeing her son born, she told me it was ok. That even if i changed my mind, she understood. And of course she did, God gave her the strength to over come so much in her life, and now, she was using that same strength to not only support me, and comfort me in my time of need, but also be unselfish, by telling me it was ok if i had changed my mind. She even offered to leave the hospital if it was all just too much. she told me it was ok, and that i was going to do great things in my life. And she held my hand while I cried. She held me when icried at the ultra-sound, and she always listened to every word that came from my mouth, and gave me the most awesome, and most positive support and advice i have ever gotten. Well, when i played this song, the angel it speeaks of, is H. She became my angle, and I know she is an Angel to her wife and kids as well. I played the song for Keaton, because iw anted him to know, it was ok, and i was going to go do great things in my life, but i wanted him to know that this was the greatest of all. And i want him to know that he has that angel with him every day.anyways... heres the song
Melissa Etheridge - Talking To My Angel Lyrics
Don't be afraid
Close your eyes
Lay it all down
Don't you cry
Can't you see I'm going
Where I can see the sun rise
I've been talking to my angel
And he said that it's alright
I've always had to run
I don't know just why
Desire slowly smoking
Under the midwest sky
There's something waiting out there
That says I've got to try
I've been talking to my angel
And he said that it's alright
This town thinks I'm crazy
They just think I'm strange
Sometimes they want to own me
Sometimes they wish I'd change
But I can feel the thunder
Underneath my feet
I sold my soul for freedom
It's lonely but it's sweet
Don't be afraid
Close your eyes
Lay it all down
Don't you cry
Can't you see I'm going
Where I can see the sun rise
I've been talking to my angel
And he said that it's alright
2006-11-14 15:12:50 GMT